I HEARD YOU ON THE WIRELESS BACK IN '52.

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 11:17:34 GMT

i know i said i was was done with livejournal,
but i have to get my point across.

brooke:
i'm not mad at you, i dont hate you.
i have no clue where you are getting this stuff,
because i never said that i was mad @
you and/or hated you.

i said i was annoyed with you,
and i guess this is what happens
when people make assumtions or people
dont know exactly what is going on.

i havent told ANYONE that i hated you
or i was mad at you.
so, i have no no no clue how you
perceived that idea.

and i never said that i didnt want to
be your friend,
and i never said that i was ignoring
you forever.
and if you really dont want to be my
friend, like
you clearly pointed out in your reply
to gia's update,
okay.
but just for the records,
all i ever said was
"i'm annoyed with her"

and before you go and say you dont want
to be my friend,
why didnt you ask me why i was ignoring you?

i have been avoiding you ever since
the week after spring break,
and you have juts now realized it.
and i never once got a "whats wrong?"
there's something weird about that picture.
am i supposed to always tell you
when im annoyed etc..
or do you ask me whats wrong?

i have no fucking clue anymore.

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 02:22:48 GMT

i took many many pictures.

just because i was bored today.

now im really going,
bye.

finished

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 22:23:17 GMT

i have a xanga now.
i like it better.

i'm done with this livejournal now.

bye.

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 19:08:16 GMT

i made a xanga.

so, i wont be on here a lot.

i have to figure out which one i like better.

peace out.

so i have decided,

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 22:38:56 GMT

i am making my livejournal
friends-only. comment to be
added. i need to write down
all my feelings, but i was
concerned on how others would
take it. so now, it's private.

comment to be added,
please.

DONE,

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 22:04:12 GMT

IM DONE WITH LIVEJOURNAL.
I THINK IT SHOULD CALLED

DRAMAJOURNAL.

whatever. :]

LOL, IM TOO FUNNY.

-KIRSTEN

no more music.

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 22:20:30 GMT

hmm,
well i am
quitting
chorus.
i really
cannot
stand the
teacher.
grrr.

well, now
atleast i'll
be free on
day 7's.
& be able
to have more
fun. :]

this week has
been weird. ?

killer_queenlyts
is like really
growing. & i can't
keep up with it,
between actually making
the layouts, and graham
making layouts.
it's crazy, gah!

kirsten.

my weekend.

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 22:25:54 GMT

i will have
lacrosse practice
tomorrow, and then
there is a kevin's
dance saturday night.

it shall be fun.
i think alyssa r.
is going to the
dance along with
some other people.

yay, london broil
for dinner tonite.

randomness.

kirsten

new myspace lyt?!?!

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 23:52:18 GMT

hrmm,
well we had off
today for the
predicted ice
storm, that
never occurred.

anyways;
i made a DIV
layout for my
myspace, and it
took about four
hours to make.
the html and stuff
for it is crazy.

here it is:
tell me if you
like it or not.

well, i have to
eat dinner or
something because
i am super starved.

kirsten.

in school.

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 14:00:36 GMT

haha, im in macacrthy's
and she has a big black
spot on her head, and
we all laughed at her
and thought it was makeup,
but then we found out it
was ash wednesday.

wow.

kirsten.

unsure...

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 12:05:58 GMT

i dont think im going
to keep my livejournal
because it will start
way too much drama, and
i dont want people to
think every single thing
is about them, and that
i'm mad at them...

im not mad at you or
anyone, so dont worry.

but i dont know right now.

-kirsten.

today.

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 00:36:03 GMT

i have gummies
stuck on my jeans.
it sucks,
and wont come out
in the wash. :[

i still havent
talked to chris,lol.
but he hasnt called
either, so why should
i have to call him?

science is hard,
we have to do these
stupid worksheets.

i hate school,
i cannot wait until
i grow up and have
children and dont
have to do stupid
work all day.

the whole friend thing
is going okay, i guess.

well, i took a three
hour nap & am now
behind on my homework.

goodnight.

my weekend.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 22:59:33 GMT

hmm.
well;
nationals '06
was fun.
we did really well,
but wee just didnt
place well.
we got honorable mention.
it's okay.

i hung out with emma
all night saturday,
i love my emma.

we went shopping in the
outlets on sunday.
i got three shirts,
a super cool bag/pocketbook,
and a checkered belt.

i had fun,
most of the time.
there were certain things
that pissed me off off
but oh well.

& by the way-
my cd case is lost
and it had like
ALL of my cd's &
favorite dvds in it.
the worst thing was
that i didnt even touch it

but, yeah.
it was fun.
spring floor.
supper fun.

bye, bye.

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 12:18:12 GMT

im going to cheerleading nationals
at like 12:00 today.
brooke's going down
with me,
so it should be fun.

i'll post again on sunday.

wish us luck!

tonight.

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 22:45:17 GMT

yay!
im finally getting
new shoes, i think.
well; i was planning
on getting the neon
green chucks, along
with black ones
ever since
like the summer.
and i was finally
going to get them:
but ben got them.
so i was mad,
real mad.

i have to get a
bathing suit also.
for nationals
this weekend.
im so excited.

i want everything
to be fixed,
but in my mind
why do I
have to be the one
to talk & fix things?
i was going to do it
sooner or later
but why do i?

well,
maybe im just
thinking wrongly?

idk.

well, yeah;
i have to do hw
and get ready to
go, and get new shoes
&& snacks, and stuff
for nationals.

ugh.

hrmm.

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 20:50:12 GMT

i must s a y;
today i w a s
actually very
m a t u r e .

isn't t h a t
just we i rd?

k i r s t e n.

home.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 23:50:37 GMT

well;
my weekend in summary...

friday:
movies with brooke && britt.
and others...
we saw date movie,
and it was ssooo funny.
i slept over brooke's,
she almost caught her
pretzel on fire.

saturday:
horrible day.
cheerleading for three hours.
and drama began.
sooo stupid.
i went home.

sunday:
brooke came over,
and we went into media.
zac's was closed so we went to
our infamous chinese restaurant.
the, we walked to mcdonald's
to eat it, and get milkshakes.
i went back over brookes,
and we went to the movies again.
we saw when a strangee calls.
fun, very fun.
i slept over brooke's.

today:
chris called brooke's,
along with gia.
and they were all supposed to
be coming over..
and chris was like
okay, i'll be there in a
few minutes.
brooke & i were in our pajamas,
so i had to run in the shower,
and get dressed, straighten my hair,
and everything really quick.
chris ended up being like
the last one there.
chris, gia, jacob,alyssa r,
mike, brooke and i walked to wayside.
we all pretty much got pickles,
it was really fun.

im soo glad i finally
got to see chris.

well, nobody has commented my entries,
and it's making me sad.

well, i have a lot
of homewrok.
u g h.

love you.

i want to scream.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 17:24:09 GMT

"What do I, what do I, what do I need
To do to get myself in a better mood
What do you, what do you, what do you need
To do to get yourself in a better mood
Well there's not a lot for you to give
if you're giving in
And there's not a lot for you to feel if
you're not feeling it
You bring it up and bring it in
and we'll get you fixed up in no time
What I wanted most, what I wanted most,
what I wanted most
Was to get myself all figured out
And what I figured out, what I figured out,
what I figured out
Was that I needed more time to figure you out
There's not a lot for you to give
if you're giving in
And there's not a lot for you to feel
if you're not feeling it
You bring it up and bring it in and
we'll get you fixed up in no time
"
tegan and sara- fix you up.

why is everyone, including myself...
cold hearted?

why is everyone, including myself...
a big fat lier?

why can't everyone, including myself...
just be fucking honest?

lost.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 15:28:37 GMT

im lost;
i dont know where
we are at right now.

come tuesday,
are we all going to:
be friends again?

or are we going to:
keep our stupid grudges
and really act
immature.

we are all
too
sensitive anymore.
and that's a bad thing;
when we all get upset
on livejournals,
boyfriends,
mistakes,
and just plain being
h o n e s t.

my apology:
im sorry for
getting upset over a
friggin livejournal.
but im not apologizing
for being honest.
no matter how much
you even care
anymore.

and yes,
livejournal
does cause
drama.

stupid shit.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 04:05:10 GMT

eighth grade
has by far
been the
most drama
filled year.

i hate it;
so badly.

why do i get jealous?
why do others?

why do people care
about livejorunal entries?
why do i?

girls are girls.
and girls are
witches.
every, single one of them.
including myself.

i wish everyone
could be perfect.
wouldnt that be nice?

then,
the people who think they are
could actually be perfect.

eighth grade:
is a bitch,
is drama filled,
is a year
where we are
seeing who are
'real friends'
are.

thank god,
i am going to o'hara.

im staring clean.
and i'm
starting it
drama free.

who's the fool now?

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 20:18:40 GMT

i love you,
we all love you.

we considered you our friend;
not just 'a friend'
but a good friend,
a best friend.

you dont realize
but to know that,
you never really cared about us
is pretty horrible.

it's equivalent to using us,
when youre not with your 'good friends'

we werent trying to start drama,
yeah we were stupid
to ask about a livejournal entry;
but if you atleast talked to us sometimes..
this would have never happened.

so..
if you dont want to be
a part of our
so called, "group"
fine.
but dont be nice & friendly to us
and then say that you cant trust us.

we are sorry,
but

im also sorry for you;
because you choose not to talk to anyone
in your own grade anymore...
youre losing people,
who were once friends of yours.

band auditions.

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 02:20:56 GMT

sucked.

couldn't hear joe;
amp was not working or something...

gia couldnt hear joe,
so she didnt know where she was...

britt couldnt hear them and got confused...

which made a whole chain reaction
of screw ups.

actually,
it was quite a comedy.

haha, kirsten.

science.

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 17:46:38 GMT

hmm,
today is thursday.

i am here with gia in science.

we finished early.

band auditions are today,

im so excited.

blah.

pizza day.

<3 kirsten

band practice and valentine's day.

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 12:06:52 GMT

Valentine's day.
fun.
couldnt see chris,
didnt call him either,
i had the wrong number.
im such a retard;
and he's probably
going to break up with me
because i dont call him.

well, that would
SUCK.

band practice.
brittany= amazing on drums.
joe=amazing on guitar.
gia=great on bass.
brooke= perfect on vocals.
me= still dont know the
lyrics completely.
we sound really good.
and i was really surprised,
because i didnt know that
they were, "that" good.
im so excited. : ]

yeah,
well..

school.
i told gia what brooke told me
on the phone, and that it was
just a joke.
gia must have taken it seriously,
but i was a big girl,
and admitted that i told gia to brooke.
im getting better.
well, yeah.
i still have to learn to keep secrets
even though i HATE keeping secrets,
especially ones like that.

well,
i dont think i like this livejournal.
because people are too sensitive,
and are like
why'd you writye about me, and
all that shit.
i dont feel like dealing with it anymore.

stupid livejournals causing drama,
means that people are getting too sensitive
lately.

well, yeah.
that's why i've
only become friends
with erin.
am i pathetic,
or what?

kirsten.

i am a hypocrit;

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 21:40:43 GMT

i was just talking about how my best friend was going to fast w/another boy,
&& it was a little harsh.
&& i apologize for that,
im embarassed.
well;
last night i went to a dance- it was super fun.
me && gia sang karaoke to "wannabe" by the spice girls. brookelynn chickened out. grrr.
there was this really cute emo kid, i guess emo, i dont know.
and yeah,
so by the end of the dance he asked me out- so i dont really have any room to talk about people not knowing people enough before going out with them, but this kid is amazing.

he said i was really cute- and that made me feel really good.
he held my hand- and i couldnt stop smiling the rest of the night.
it feels okay when people call you hot; but when they call you cute,
you feel like a million bucks.

so, that was my fairytale;
i just hope it can last a long time.

we are hopefully going to the movies tomorrow,
i think brooke and nick are going,

brooke and nick aren't going out,
but they'd sure look cute together.

love you,
kirsten.